Hows this not taking responsibily for my actions?

I got a 3.5 GPA in high school, and graduated from 3 National Honor Societies (NHS,NSHSS,NTHS) and Iam an Eagle scout. Colleges keep rejecting me because Iam either missing foreign languages or this math credit. (My cl schedule had absolutely no room in it for those cles). So they turn my attention to the community college top get a full two year degree (appeasing those individual credits is unacceptable). It is way too hard to enroll in general eds because most of them are on waiting lists. ( It will be like 4 or more years just to get a two year degree ) Iam looking into other ways to get some school to accept me in a reasonable amount of time ( trying to make connections to see If I can get in despite those missing credits . It has been three years of nothing but rejection letters. I keep missing the criticism I keep getting told. That Iam not responsible for my actions and that I dont deserve college. I cant get in legitimately so whats acceptable. turning my back on it.